Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Blog or Brodcasted Journal?

So I am laying in bed its quiet my kids fell asleep on there own tonight I didn't even have to lay with them.AMAZING! But I talked to Ry on the phone and I'm laying in bed..Really I'm posting this on my phone. But anyway and I'm having a sad night today. Who wouldn't be though Its been 2 full months since Rys been gone. But anyway I'm like I need to vent and I pull up this blog. And I'm thinking this is my journal but instead people can read it lol. I don't know what a blog is suppose to be used for besides updating and showing off ur life. But while Rys gone I guess its my journal. Heck maybe it will help me get thru the hardest time, being pregnant and alone :( not a fun combination. But u do what u have to and I'm just thankful were getting a paycheck. Not to mention how its helped our relationship. And the funny part we were told that this was going to be really bad on our marriage but its done sooo much good and brought us so much closer together. Proably doesn't make sense but it has. Oh on a better note I only have 2 nights of sleeping alone and I will be flying to Louisianna to see ry thursday evening. I'm sooo excited to see where he lives and works and all that fun stuff. The kids are staying at my moms soit will be a good break. I will be flying home Monday morning so I get to have 4 nights with ry which will be so good. Then he won't fly home until valentines weekend and we are going to St. George with my family. So the kids won't see ry for over a month. I honestly don't know how he's doing it. Or trey for that, he's such a daddys boy and he's done really good with the whole thing. taija is the one who wakes up in the night wanting to call him its the saddest thing . But then after february trip home. Ry will be home for good the middle of March just enough time for me to be miserable with this pregnancy. I will be 35 weeks. Crazy how time flys by. But I have vented now. Good night. :)

Monday, January 19, 2009

BABY EvRhett 26 Week Ultrasound!!!!!!

My mom came with me today and we got the rest of our 3d ultrasound done and got a sneak peak of Rhett.. He's so cute! Thought Id share some pics.